Still full of beans

Lit Chat Vol. 32 — November in Review

Pyramid of book cover images, bottom row: Chess Story by Stefan Zweig, Strange Pilgrims by Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Will There Ever Be Another You by Patricia Lockwood, and Tower of Dawn by Sarah J. Maas; middle row: Atmosphere by Taylor Jenkins Reid and The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison; top: Red Bird by Mary Oliver

Hi friends,

We’ve approached my least favorite/favorite time of year. It’s cold, it’s dark, everybody you know is perpetually a little sick. Really, the only thing this time of year is good for is reading.

But we’re also approaching a reflective time of year, and I think I still have a little gratitude hangover from Thanksgiving. As I looked back at past pyramids this week to check whether I’ll meet the goals I set for myself in January, I was overwhelmed by how low-key stellar this reading year has been.

Not only were there so many bangers I’m already anxious that they won’t all get a fighting chance in the Best Of bracket due to seeding, but this year also left me so excited to keep reading: finishing series I’ve started, exploring more authors and genres I’ve discovered in a myriad of languages, wondering what I’ll unexpectedly fall in love with next year.

Overall, I’m just grateful that I’ve had so much time to spend with these words and worlds this past year. I know my life won’t always have the space to accommodate so much reading time like it does now, which makes this era of relative freedom and abundance of literary community to share it with feel extra precious. Not taking any of it for granted!!!

Anyway, TLDR:

Substack note posted on November 27 by Catherine Thoms that reads:
"grateful for all the books I've read in 2025
grateful for all the books I'll read in 2026"

But the year’s not over yet! We’ve still got November and December to chat about, baby, so let’s dive on in. And a reminder that you can get these posts straight to your inbox by subscribing to Lit Chat on Substack:


THE FOUNDATION:

Book cover images for Chess Story by Stefan Zweig, Strange Pilgrims by Gabriel Garcia Marquez, Will There Ever Be Another You by Patricia Lockwood, and Tower of Dawn by Sarah J. Maas

Chess Story — Stefan Zweig, tr. Joel Rotenberg

Work book club strikes again! This is a story of madness, told within the deceptively simple frame narrative of a man witnessing a chess match onboard a ship traveling from New York to Buenos Aires. The players are a world champion and a former Nazi prisoner, who taught himself chess to cope with the isolation of solitary confinement. The latter’s relapse of “chess sickness” is the climax of the novella, but it’s almost overshadowed by the historical context of its publication: Zweig, an Austrian living in exile in Brazil in 1942, committed suicide the day after turning in this manuscript. These circumstances can’t be separated from those of the novella, which is defined by the as-yet-vague but inevitable horror of the war to come, and the irrevocable estrangement from one’s home and former way of life. Highly recommend the Lit Century podcast ep on this novella as a companion listen to this haunting story.

Strange Pilgrims — Gabriel García Márquez, tr. Edith Grossman

I enjoyed dipping in and out of Márquez’s weird little worlds over Thanksgiving break, so near to our own but always with his signature twist of magical realism. Much like Zweig, Márquez was an expat writing about expats, and there’s a sense of displacement and unbelonging that permeates the stories in this collection. Most of the stories feature Latin Americans gone astray in Europe, e.g., a young wife accidentally stranded in a women’s asylum, a family on holiday trapped by supernatural winds, and a pair of ill-fated newlyweds separated by a strange injury. There’s a sense of wrongness, an encroaching sinisterness beneath the façade of civility and culture in each story that ties them all together, despite their being written over the course of two decades. I find it fascinating when authors revisit the same themes and ideas over the course of their career, and this is a perfect example of that kind of lifelong creative exploration.

Will There Ever Be Another You — Patricia Lockwood

The first and only word I could think of to describe this book upon finishing it was: wackadoo. I’m tempted to leave things there, but I can elaborate by explaining that this “novel” is a product of the author’s brain-scrambling experience with long Covid, which made me feel similarly disoriented and unstable just reading her attempts at translating that experience into words. And yet, there are also profound moments of grief and anxiety, as the author simultaneously deals with episodes of tragic loss and illness within her family. Having read Lockwood’s prior novel, Will There Ever Be Another You, (and having once been an avid Twitter follower), I know much of this work draws from real life. The trick of the novel is that you’re never quite sure what’s real and what’s not; truth and reality become somehow immaterial.

Tower of Dawn — Sarah J. Maas

Yes, we are still cruising through the Throne of Glass series!! I blew through book six in three days while I was home for Thanksgiving, reliving my childhood glory days of staying up past my bedtime to cram the last hundred pages in before midnight. What’s cool about this one is that it takes a complete detour from the previous book, following a couple of side characters to a whole different continent, and introducing new characters and cultures that expand and enrich the world of the series in a complex yet refreshing way. I expect we’ll catch up with the main crew in the next and final book of the series in approximately…eight weeks, when my Libby hold comes in.


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Book cover images for Atmosphere by Taylor Jenkins Reid and The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison

Atmosphere — Taylor Jenkins Reid

Being an astronaut was one of my many short-lived childhood career dreams, so I was especially excited for TJR’s latest. Set in the early 1980s, this book follows the second-ever group of NASA astronaut candidates to include women, and features a slow-burn romance between two of the women, Joan Goodwin and Vanessa Ford.

I’ve been describing it as Apollo 13 but with lesbians, which means it’s not a spoiler to tell you that the book opens with disaster striking during a space mission. In the span of minutes, Vanessa becomes the only surviving astronaut capable of bringing the ship home, with the help of Joan’s coaching from Houston. The rest of the story is told in intermittent flashbacks to their selection and training, including the development of their relationships with the other astronauts in their class.

I resented this structuring a bit because I knew it was going to make me care about characters that just die in the first chapter, and I don’t appreciate that kind of emotional manipulation!! But I still raced through it and thought it was not only a beautiful love story, but also drove home just how impactful—and not guaranteed!—it was for women to succeed in this field at that time, securing a future for entire decades of women in STEM.

The Bluest Eye — Toni Morrison

I read this book in the span of my travel day from Chicago back to New York, finishing just as the plane touched down at LaGuardia. Although it didn’t take me very long to read, the heaviness of its subject material ensures that it’s not an “easy” read by any means. The opening pages prepare you for a story of child sexual abuse, and the rest of the novel unfolds through the eyes of the classmates, family members, and neighbors of the victim: a little Black girl who makes a wish for blue eyes.

What I found almost even more interesting than the novel itself was Morrison’s Afterword. First published in 1970 and reissued with the Afterword in 1994, I was surprised to see Morrison express dissatisfaction with the structure of the novel as a means of engaging with themes of internalized and structural racism. She acknowledges what she was trying to do and the shortcomings of her approach, compounded with the difficulty of striking the right tone in the language itself, in the pursuit of “race-specific yet race-free prose.”

I was surprised and impressed by this admission, at how Morrison was still finding ways to engage with and challenge her work by the changing standards of the time and her own skill level, decades after its publication. The choice to publish these thoughts as an Afterword is not one of a more experienced author excusing the failures of a younger self, but of an artist continually in conversation with all versions of herself, her work, and her world, challenging her readers to stay in that conversation, too. Cool as hell, in my humble opinion!


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Book cover image for Red Bird by Mary Oliver

Red Bird — Mary Oliver

What can’t an afternoon spent with Mary Oliver fix? I had requested this volume specifically from the library because it’s the book Coyote Sunrise searches for in Coyote, Lost and Found by Dan Gemeinhart, which I read back in August.

The titular red bird opens and closes the collection and pops up throughout, often serving as a go-between for the physical and spiritual world. The collection features Oliver’s signature awe and wonder for the natural world, but there’s an undertone of grief and distress that can be attributed to a number of factors: the loss of Oliver’s long-term partner in 2005, three years before this volume was published, the Iraq war, the melting of the ice caps. To love the natural world as Oliver does is to feel all of its suffering, but also to see God everywhere in its beauty.

I’ll leave you with some of my favorites, because everybody needs a little more poetry in their lives, and because this was my only five-star book of the month for a reason:

  • The poem Coyote seeks is “Mornings at Blackwater,” which made me a little teary remembering the emotional release of encountering it for the first time in Gemeinhart’s novel.
  • Self-Portrait” made me laugh and so charmed me that it inspired this newsletter heading.
  • Love Sorrow” is the kind of poem you keep in your back pocket, to return to in inevitably difficult times.
  • I don’t want to live a small life” is one you may have seen before, a classic Oliver love poem disguised as inspirational nature poem.
  • Oliver wrote a whole series of poems about her dog, Percy. If you pick just one of these poems to read today, let it be this one: “I Ask Percy How I Should Live My Life.”

One more month to go! Historically, I’ve wound down my reading in December so I don’t have to do both a December recap and an EOY bracket, but there is simply too much to read, and it’s still anybody’s game (although On the Calculation of Volume III just might come out swinging).

Time will tell, so stay tuned, and as always, thanks for being here! Grateful for this lil circle of book lovers—you know where to find me if you ever want to chat more about these or any other books.

Until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine


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Out of the deep, dark river

Lit Chat Vol. 27 — May in Review

Pyramid of book cover images with Good Morning, Midnight by Jean Rhys at the top and Burning Thing by Zoë Bodzas, On Writing by Stephen King, and Rejection by Tony Tulathimutte on the bottom.

Hi friends,

Happy Father’s Day to all the dads out there, but especially to mine, because he’s the very best!

I’ve got another mini for you this month because May was BUSY, but I’ll make up for that brevity with two announcements:

First: my next in-person reading club will be Sunday, June 29th! If you’re new around here, this is when I invite all my friends over to my apartment (or maybe somewhere with better air conditioning this time around, TBD), and everyone comes prepared to chat about something (book/story/poem/article) they’ve read recently. More info on the Partiful here, hope to see you there!

If you’re interested in a more structured reading group, my second announcement is that I’m launching a little summer book club to read Swann’s Way, the first volume of Marcel Proust’s In Search of Lost Time.

Since enough of you nerds have expressed interest in tackling Proust with me, I’m planning to experiment with a hybrid format that combines a couple in-person meetings with a weekly Substack note from me about the pages covered, including some questions for reflection/discussion!

I will most likely throw the weekly posts behind a (very small) paywall, and I’m also planning on using Substack’s Chat feature as an ongoing discussion center, but open to feedback/other ideas if we try it and don’t love it. This is very much a trial run to see how a project like this could work!

With the rough schedule I have, it should take about seven weeks to read, starting the second week of July (7/7). If you’d like to join, make sure you’re subscribed to my Substack below and keep an eye out for the official launch email coming in a couple weeks!

Okay, now onto the books!


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Book covers for Burning Thing by Zoë Bodzas, On Writing by Stephen King, and Rejection by Tony Tulathimutte

Burning Thing — Zoë Bodzas

Zoë is a dear friend whose talent and wisdom I have admired since our very first online writing workshop all the way back in 2020. I’ve had the distinct pleasure of getting to watch so many of the poems collected here evolve from products of a biannual poem-a-day challenge to being published in national magazines, and to now celebrate their recent publication in chapbook form with No, Dear!

Zoë’s abundant curiosity and keen focus are applied with equal generosity to everything from dad radio to errant space rocks, and her playfulness shines in her experimentation with form. But it’s the poems that combine nostalgia and tenderness with a sense of awe for both the vastness of our universe and the intimate minutiae of daily life that have etched themselves into my heart and brain. (I often catch myself repeating “i’m still here / you’re still here” from “eager years” like a mantra.) Nobody does wonder quite like Zoë, and it’s a wonder and a treat to know her and support her on this journey.

On Writing — Stephen King

After about a month of On Writing laying untouched on my coffee table, I was inspired to actually open it by Clara’s Jan-March reading recap in Hmm That’s Interesting. Like Clara, I had never actually read a Stephen King novel, but I enjoyed getting to know the man behind the horror machine through his own frank humor and honest accounting of his struggles and successes. Also like Clara, I didn’t learn anything necessarily new or groundbreaking, but it did force me to have a real reckoning with my adverb usage. Plus, “10% shorter” is a solid general rule of thumb for second drafts that will also be sticking with me.

Rejection — Tony Tulathimutte

My hot take on Rejection is I wanted to be more obsessed with it than I was! Rarely is a short story collection quite so buzzy, and I think the shock factor of depravity in so many of these stories accounts for most of that buzz. Tulathimutte’s characters experience myriad forms of social and romantic rejection, for reasons that mostly boil down to the characters just kind of sucking. This feels fun and salacious in an almost voyeuristic way at first, and I especially enjoyed the opening stories that lambaste the “good guy” trope and the toxic potential of the group chat, but it lost me when it started to take things to the extreme around the middle/end of the collection (iykyk). That said, I think as a whole, it’s a wild satire on modern relationships and the question of what we owe each other as individuals within a morally fraught society.


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Book cover image for Good Morning, Midnight by Jean Rhys

Good Morning, Midnight — Jean Rhys

I emerged from the D.C. Metro over Memorial Day Weekend to find a library book sale waiting right at the station exit, which felt like a fairy trap laid explicitly for me. I picked up Good Morning, Midnight, (along with The Heat of the Day, Tenth of December, and The Virgin in the Garden), and proceeded to read the entire thing in one sitting on my Amtrak home that afternoon.

Stack of books (The Heat of the Day by Elizabeth Bowen, Good Morning, Midnight by Jean Rhys, The Virgin in the Garden by A.S. Byatt, and Tenth of December by George Saunders) on top of a red table
thank you, Eastern Market Station!

Good Morning, Midnight is the story of a woman who has returned to interwar Paris in search of a fresh start, despite the ghosts of lost loves and past traumas that seem to lurk around every once-familiar corner. It’s a portrait of a woman in physical and psychological decline, which only escalates when she is targeted by a charming young man who believes she has something more to give.

I was fascinated by the way Rhys layers the Paris of Sasha’s past—as a young girl in love, a soon-to-be mother, and then a single, devastated woman on her own—with the Paris of her present, full of disappointed potential. Sasha’s first-person narration is Mrs. Dalloway-esque, slipping in and out of memory as she goes about her daily errands, purchasing new clothes and cutting her hair in pursuit of a reinvention that can never truly be. Yet it’s Joyce’s Ulysses that is clearly evoked in the “Yes – yes – yes…” of the final line, when Sasha meets her fate with questionable relish: is she a victim or a manipulator? Was there ever really a choice? These are the questions that haunt my Amtrak rides!


And that’s May! I’m looking forward to next month, when I’ll be doing a check-in on the reading goals I set for myself in the beginning of the year. In the meantime, you can find me in all the usual places if you’d like to chat about these or any other books!

Until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine


Housekeeping note: all book links go to my Bookshop storefront, where each purchase supports independent bookstores (and this newsletter, because I get a small percentage of each sale).

Why demand a map for uncharted territory?

Lit Chat, Vol. 26 — April in Review

Pyramid of book cover images with The Ministry of Time by Kaliane Bradley on the top, Blackouts by Justin Torres and Madonna in a Fur Coat by Sabahattin Ali in the middle, and Mornings Without Mii by Mayumi Inaba, Lunch Poems by Frank O'Hara, and A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens on the bottom

Hi friends,

While I certainly sympathize with those who feel maligned by April’s traditional cruelty, I had kind of a great month?

We started strong with a double-whammy afternoon of Reading Club at my place followed by the second Heat Lightning poetry series reading at Anaïs, which left me positively glowing with appreciation for such a warm and talented community.

This feeling was sustained by a return to an in-person writing workshop group later in the month, a fabulous first-time visit to the Ripped Bodice in Park Slope for a book event, and the launch party for my dear friend Zoë’s truly incandescent chapbook with No, Dear, which you’ll hear me chat (rave) about more in a future letter.

Oh, and we adopted another cat! His name is Ollie (Oliver) and we love him a whole lot. He likes to climb my bookshelves and take all my knick-knacks with him on the way down.

Brown tabby cat with a blue collar posing regally on top of a scratched gray headboard in front of a framed print of an Arthur Rackham fairy and a portion of Monet's water lilies
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I also didn’t have to travel anywhere in April, which rocked because a travel-free month is rare for me and because this meant plenty of time for slow mornings on the couch with a book, which is my preferred habitat.

I’ll stop gloating now and get to those books, but in the meantime, if you would rather get this post directly to your email, make sure you subscribe to my Substack:


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Book cover images for Mornings Without Mii by Mayumi Inaba, Lunch Poems by Frank O'Hara, and A Tale of Two Cities by Charles Dickens

Mornings Without Mii — Mayumi Inaba, tr. Ginny Tapley Takemori

This book was a birthday gift from my sweet pal Michy, which I fittingly decided to read the week we applied to adopt Ollie. A classic in Japan since it was first published in 1999, Mornings Without Mii is a memoir of a writer’s life through the lens of her relationship with her cat, Mii. Though a devoted pet parent for nearly twenty years, I did find some of Inaba’s care choices difficult to read, especially towards the end of Mii’s life—I’d be remiss not to caution any sensitive pet lovers to be prepared for end-of-life suffering and death. That aside, this is a moving portrait of a very special, life-defining bond, and will make you want to give all the animals in your life a big smooch.

Lunch Poems — Frank O’Hara

April was National Poetry Month, and coming off the heels of a San Francisco trip in March, I was inspired to revisit the City Lights edition of Lunch Poems that I bought there last year and spend a slow morning with Frank’s poems. I love how they evoke a nostalgia for a New York I never knew, but which feels simple and familiar and right. Often written during his lunch breaks from working at the MoMA, the poems serve as an emotional time capsule of both daily minutia and breaking news (see: “The Day Lady Died” and “Poem [Lana Turner has collapsed!]”). I was especially charmed by the copies of O’Hara’s and Lawrence Ferlinghetti’s correspondence about the book, which is collected at the end of the volume.

A Tale of Two Cities — Charles Dickens

I was still riding my long audiobook kick well into April and was once again delighted to find that a new-to-me classic held up as a timeless story of intrigue, romance, and tragedy. A poorly-timed Jeopardy question did spoil the ending for me, but even with a premonition of the protagonists’ fate, I was still kept in rapt suspense the whole 18+ hours (despite the narrator’s slightly irritating pronunciation of “revolutionary,” which says a lot considering the book takes place during the French Revolution). Having listened to a few Dickens novels on audio now, it’s interesting to me how many of them revisit similar themes of loyalty and justice, madness and imprisonment, and of course, love that defies the odds. Say it with me: classics are classics for a reason! Dickens has yet to let me down.


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Book covers for Blackouts by Justin Torres and Madonna in a Fur Coat by Sabahattin Ali

Blackouts — Justin Torres

I have such a fascination with the emerging trend of incorporating mixed media into novels (see: my well-documented admiration for Catherine Lacey’s Biography of X). This time, Blackouts takes its name from a volume of blackout poetry made from an academic study of sex variants, which features prominently in the novel. The volume in question is the project of a dying man named Juan Gay, and is about to be bequeathed to our narrator, his ad hoc caretaker.

The narrative of the present day is visually broken up by pages from the book and photographs of its subjects and other artifacts from Juan’s life, bleeding into the stories that he and the narrator tell each other through the long nights of Juan’s final days. The bond between them is what captivated me the most; though both men are queer and spend most of the book in bed, theirs is primarily an intellectual companionship built on a foundation of mutual care, trust, and deep love. This was a quick read that now has me remembering it like a fever dream and already inclined to revisit.

Madonna in a Fur Coat — Sabahattin Ali, tr. Maureen Freely and Alexander Dawe

Keeping up with my goal to read more in translation, I joined a book club at my office that’s doing exactly that! Their pick this month was this 1946 Turkish novel about the intense friendship between two outsiders in 1920s Berlin, which prompted a really thoughtful debate on the definition of romance and platonic vs. romantic love. I’m gonna do something a little different with this one and send you over to the most recent Pages+Pours newsletter for my full review!

I was fortunate to be a featured reader at last week’s book swap, where I shared my review of the novel with a recommended drink pairing. Kelly has cultivated such a smart, engaging, and welcoming community there, and I felt so safe testing out my wobbly public speaking chops! I highly recommend all my fellow bookish NYC gals come join me at the next one.


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Book cover image for The Ministry of Time by Kaliane Bradley

The Ministry of Time — Kaliane Bradley

This was one of those books that ticks so many of my boxes, I knew I’d be obsessed even before I started reading. Our unnamed narrator, a British civil servant, has been selected to become a “bridge” for a top-secret government program formed to extract people from the past and attempt to repatriate them into the present. (Time travel: check!) Our narrator’s assigned expat is Commander Graham Gore, a dashingly sincere naval officer plucked from a doomed Arctic expedition in 1847.

We often see characters travel back and forth in time in fiction, but I think it’s rarer for characters from other times to travel to ours like this. I found it a fascinating thought experiment to see Gore and his cohort attempt to adjust to their new surroundings while also being watched over, reported on, and subtly shaped by their bridges, who live with them and are their only link to the outside world.

Just as it seems that the chemistry building between Gore and the narrator is finally coming to a head (Victorian love interest: check!), so too, we learn, is a sinister plot that has been working its way through the highest levels of government to target bridges and their expats. (Government conspiracy: check!) Add to the mix a final twist I did not see coming, and you have a book that sent me into a deep spiral over how the choices one makes on a daily basis have the unwitting potential to shape history, the present, and the future—all in a single moment.


Thanks for reading! I will do my very best to get my May recap out in a timelier fashion, especially because I’ll have news to share soon on the next Reading Club and/or the summer Proust read-along I’ve been teasing for a while. (This is my way of holding myself accountable to actually hammering out all the details—I think I’m close!)

In the meantime, feel free to drop a comment or send me a note if any of these books are speaking to you! Always down to chat in all the usual places.

Until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine


Housekeeping note: all book links go to my Bookshop storefront, where each purchase supports independent bookstores (and this newsletter, because I get a small percentage of each sale).

Hope begins in the dark

Lit Chat Vol. 24 — February in Review

Pyramid of book cover images with Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott on top, The Nickel Boys by Colson Whitehead and The Carrying by Ada Limon in the middle, and Woman from Khao Lak by Randy F. Nelson, Onyx Storm by Rebecca Yarros, and Throne of Glass by Sarah J. Maas on the bottom.

Hi friends,

If January took forever, then February was a blip. I took a trip to New Orleans in the middle of the month for work, and had so much fun that it seems to have eclipsed everything else I did in February, because suddenly I can’t remember anything else.

Maybe the most notable update is our acquisition of this gorgeous Folio Society box set of In Search of Lost Time, which Phillip and I spotted in Crescent City Books far too early in the day, had a minor existential crisis about the practicality of purchasing and transporting it home, and ultimately decided it was fate and that we would simply figure it out.

Box set of In Search of Lost Time by Marcel Proust on a bookstore shelf
it was on sale!

Figure it out we did, and I am now all the more inspired to make the Proust book club I mentioned in last month’s newsletter happen. I’m still puzzling out the logistics, but if you’re interested in spending your summer (and beyond??) reading Proust, let me know??

Other local housekeeping: I’ll be hosting another Reading Club on Sunday, April 6th! If you’re in the NYC area and want to join, let me know and I’ll send you the invite!

Okay, moving on, but friendly reminder to subscribe to Lit Chat on Substack if you would rather read this post in your inbox:


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Book cover images for "Woman from Khao Lak" by Randy F. Nelson from One Story magazine, Onyx Storm by Rebecca Yarros, and Throne of Glass by Sarah J. Maas

“Woman from Khao Lak” — Randy F. Nelson

I’ve written before about how much I enjoy my One Story subscription, which delivers the cutest little printed story booklets once a month or so. This month’s story, “Woman from Khao Lak” sucked me in from the first three paragraphs, in which the narrator recounts a teenage summer spent lifeguarding. The course of the summer—and arguably, the narrator’s entire life—shifts when a strange woman starts frequenting the local municipal pool, captivating the head lifeguard and irrevocably changing the pool’s whole social ecosystem. This story manages to be both nostalgic and deeply unsettling, an undercurrent of unease always rippling just beneath the surface. Support independent presses and read it for a whole $2.50 here!!

Onyx Storm — Rebecca Yarros

Hot take, but I was underwhelmed by this third book in the Empyrean series. Part of it was the fact that it’d been over a year since I read Iron Flame and it took me a while to remember who all of the characters were, the names of their dragons, and who had which powers. Violet spends most of the book stressing about how to handle the Major Unfortunate Development that happens at the end of Book 2 (no spoilers), while everyone else is more concerned about the fast-approaching war with evil magic-draining, wyvern-riding venin. We learn some more about the world beyond Navarre’s borders, some juicy family secrets get revealed, and more major battles take place, but despite the massive cliffhanger, I didn’t feel that the ending left me with a clear sense of purpose and direction for the rest of the series. Will I still read all 500+ pages of each new book whenever it comes out? Most likely!

Throne of Glass — Sarah J. Maas

Having finished all of the available ACOTAR books, the next logical move was obviously Throne of Glass, which I zipped through in the beginning of the month and enjoyed! This definitely felt more squarely YA than the ACOTAR books, though I’ve heard they get spicier as they progress. Throne of Glass features a notorious teenage assassin as the main character, who gets plucked out of a prison camp by the country’s prince to compete in a skills contest to become the King’s Hand—and ultimately buy her freedom. Maas’s books are excessively readable, and although between this and Onyx Storm I need a little bit of a romantasy break, I’ll definitely come back around to the rest of this series.


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Book cover images for The Nickel Boys by Colson Whitehead and The Carrying by Ada Limon

The Nickel Boys — Colson Whitehead

Phillip and I steadily made our way through all of the Best Picture Oscar nominees this month, with Nickel Boys being one of the last movies we watched, as we both wanted to read it first. I read almost the whole book on the plane to New Orleans, and regular Lit Chat readers will know that I love plane reading for being the perfect environment to let all of a book’s secrets stay with me in a contained space before returning to the real world.

The Nickel Boys was obviously no exception, and where I think both the book and movie excelled was in the translation of its characters’ physical and emotional journeys into a visceral, firsthand experience for its readers/viewers. Inspired by real accounts of horrifying abuse at a reform school in Jim Crow Florida, The Nickel Boys haunts not only through the horror of the crimes that take place within its pages, but also through the ghosts of its characters’ lost potential. That for so many boys, their immense capacity to give and receive love and justice was so senselessly denied is what makes the tragedy of their stories unforgettable. This was the first of Whitehead’s novels that I’ve read and will certainly not be the last.

The Carrying — Ada Limón

Crossing off my first poetry collection of the year! Ada Limón is absolutely one of my favorite living poets, and it’s such a gift that she narrates her own audiobooks. While I hadn’t read this 2018 collection in its entirety before, a few poems, like “The Raincoat,” “What I Didn’t Know Before,” and “Love Poem with Apologies for My Appearance” were familiar to me, and the pleasure in recognizing them was like that of running into a friend unexpectedly on the street. This volume features Limón’s signature blend of nature-inspired confessional poetry, with recurring motifs of plants and animals that continue to grow and bloom and reproduce while Limón herself struggles with infertility.

The collection takes its title from a poem titled “The Vulture & the Body,” in which Limón asks, “What if, instead of carrying / a child, I am supposed to carry grief?” In a way, this book is a response to that question, grief running through poems about roadkill, lost loved ones, and the burden of chronic pain. And yet, my favorite poem was probably “Wonder Woman,” which recounts a moment on the Steamboat Natchez in New Orleans in which Limón, after receiving bad news from a doctor, sees a girl dressed in a Wonder Woman costume:

She strutted by in all her strength and glory, invincible,
eternal, and when I stood to clap (because who wouldn’t have),
she bowed and posed like she knew I needed a myth—
a woman, by a river, indestructible.

I loved this not just because Phillip and I had just taken that same jazz cruise on the Steamboat Natchez not a week before, but also for the poignance of this final image. This suggestion that we can be myths for each other, that someone else might find strength through just our performance of it, is a beautiful example of the hopefulness that perpetually counterbalances the heaviness in Limón’s work.


THE TIPPY TOP

Book cover image for Bird by Bird by Anne Lamott

Bird by Bird — Anne Lamott

My second craft book of the year, and my only five star book for February! Much like The Writing Life last month, this is a book that I now feel the need to not only purchase for myself (it was a library book), but also maybe have an extra copy on hand for someone who needs it. Bird by Bird is best explained by its subtitle: Some Instructions on Writing and Life. It’s a collection of short, focused sections that cover everything from the basics of finishing a shitty first draft to the logistics of finding a writing group, and navigating the emotional journey that is tying a not insignificant amount of your self worth to your ability to consistently put a bunch of words down on paper.

Throughout the book, Lamott’s voice as both a writer and a mentor shines with wit and tenderness, using examples from her life and that of her friends to emphasize the importance of community, having grace for oneself, and of course, per Annie Dillard, simply doing the work. Though I’m sure I’ll return to some of the prescriptive exercises in the first section for advice on character, plot, and dialogue, it was the penultimate section that stayed with me the most, the one which asks you to consider the ultimate purpose for your writing. Lamott claims that everyone has one, whether it’s for some kind of outward gratification like publication, for the simple internal pleasure of being creative and finding your voice, or for a specific third party, as a gift that only you can give.

While I won’t presume so much as to call all of my writing a gift to the world, this book helped me realize that my primary motivation for writing is to connect with the people in my life. Whether that’s through the pleasure of sharing something with my writing group that I know will make them laugh, or knowing that these newsletters open a convenient little window for people from all parts of my life to pop in and say hi, I’m almost always writing with the hope that someone will read and react to what I’m saying. Reading and writing are often solitary pursuits, but there’s always the potential for them to form the basis of a connection somewhere off the page. I’ve realized that this, more than anything else, is forever my reason for doing both.


Thanks for letting me get a lil earnest on main! If you wanna chat about any of these books, or give me a recommendation for my TBR pile, or come over to my apartment in April to do both of those things in person, let me know! I’d love to hear from you.

And until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine


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A long one for your dissociative pleasure

October in Review — Lit Chat Vol. 22

A pyramid of book cover images with Intermezzo by Sally Rooney on top; Bluets by Maggie Nelson and The Message by Ta-Nehisi Coates in the middle; That's the very nature of Saturn by Michy Woodward, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson, and The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson on the bottom.

Hi friends,

The vibes are a little different since the last time we chatted. A little heavier, a little more uncertain. There’s a familiarity to the absurdity of recent events, but it’s not a comfortable one. Personally, I’ve been struggling with an almost preternatural exhaustion. Like because we’ve been here before, my body knows how much anxious/sad/angry energy is about to be expended in the coming weeks/months/years and is trying to stockpile rest in anticipation.

In the meantime, I’ve been finding solace in the wisdom of authors I admire, whose Substacks currently offer a much-needed source of perspective. Alexander Chee and Sarah Thankam Mathews have stood out lately for providing ways to think about what comes next that feel actionable without being overwhelming. Both of them emphasize the importance of focusing in on ourselves and our communities, on the ways we can continue to support and care for those we love and make each other feel safe.

One avenue through which I hope to continue building and supporting my community is the newly formed Reading Club, which met for the first time the weekend before the election and was a smashing success!

A group of fourteen people sitting in a living room on chairs and couches in a circle, smiling.
look at all these cutie readers!!

A huge thank you to all of the kind, thoughtful, and enthusiastic readers who made this one of the loveliest afternoons I’ve spent in a long time. If you missed last month’s newsletter, Reading Club is a book club where everyone reads whatever book/story/article/poem they want, and then comes prepared to talk about it. In practice, this ranged from Substack articles to poetry collections to sci-fi thrillers, and so much more! If you’d like to see all the books we chatted about, I collected them in a Bookshop list here:

And if you’d like to join us next time, let me know! We’re doing a Holiday Book Swap on December 15th—if you’re local and want the Partiful invite, feel free to text/email me!

But before we get too ahead of ourselves, we still have October to cover. I love reading in October, because I love an excuse to indulge in a couple especially atmospheric reads in honor of spooky season. This October also stands out as being an especially re-read heavy month, as half of the books I read were ones that I had read before. So without further ado, let’s get into it, shall we?

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THE FOUNDATION:

Book cover images for That's the very nature of Saturn by Michy Woodward, The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde by Robert Louis Stevenson, and The Haunting of Hill House by Shirley Jackson

That’s the very nature of Saturn — Michy Woodward

I’m SO excited to start off this Lit Chat with an incredible accomplishment from my pal Michy: her debut poetry chapbook published by Bottlecap Press! It has been an honor and a delight to witness the evolution of these poems through workshops and readings over the past couple of years, and I am continuously inspired by the tenderness, vulnerability, and gentle humor that ground this collection of poems through a time of personal and cosmic chaos. “We used to be a society,” “hot girls,” and “ode to stupid boys” are perpetual crowd favorites, but I also have a soft spot for the sweet sensuality of “tiger balm” and the heady, heartbreak momentum of “[unrelenting]”. Support your friendly neighborhood poets and buy Michy’s chapbook below!

The Strange Case of Dr. Jekyll and Mr. Hyde — Robert Louis Stevenson

Despite first reading this weirdo novella in the seventh grade, my memory of the story mostly consisted of the Brain’s musical number from a 1998 Arthur episode:

three cartoon characters (the Brain from Arthur) are dancing in a room with a purple background
♫ Jekyll Jekyll HYDE Jekyll HYYYYYYYDE ♫

What I love about reading spooky stories from different historical eras is that they function as a window into the psyche of their contemporary readers. For the Victorians, the complete release from any kind of moral obligation was as terrifying as it was strangely seductive. Dr. Jekyll’s secret desire to maintain his public life of virtue while also guiltlessly indulging his basest desires speaks to the cultural strain of physical and emotional repression, and yet his inability to give up the persona of Mr. Hyde signals a recognition that a certain level of “evil” is an inescapable part of the human experience—one that could take over at any time. I could write a whole AP Lit essay about this, but instead, I think this story is ripe for a modern retelling, preferably with some female characters who aren’t just victims of violence. If anyone decides to write this, please give me a shout-out in your acknowledgements.

The Haunting of Hill House — Shirley Jackson

This is one of my absolute favorite Halloween stories because it combines all of the best tropes: a large old house with a questionable past, a ragtag cast of characters, ghosts(!?), and an unreliable narrator to drive home the ambient unease. Hill House begins as it ends: with an invocation of insanity that dares the reader not to investigate. Our narrator, Eleanor, answers this call with the hopeful naivete of an emotionally stunted young woman who has been so secluded from the reality of adult life that she can’t help romanticizing every element of her new adventure as a paranormal researcher. Things go downhill when Hill House’s spiritual manifestations begin to target Eleanor specifically, calling into question her grip on both her fantasies and her reality. From the house’s unnatural architecture and inexplicable disturbances to Eleanor’s obsessive, one-sided relationships, this book has one of the most unsettling atmospheres and all-encompassing momentums you could ask for during spooky season.


SOLID SUPPORTS:

Book cover images for Bluets by Maggie Nelson and The Message by Ta-Nehisi Coates

Bluets — Maggie Nelson

Bluets is another all-time favorite that just felt right to revisit in the days leading up to the election. Told in a series of numbered mini-essays, Bluets is as much an ode to its narrator’s obsessive love for the color blue as it is an exploration of desire and grief after the loss of a major relationship. Nelson uses the color blue as a literal and metaphorical touchstone to ground her and her loved ones through various devastating life changes, analyzing the function of color in art, music, and poetry as a vehicle for translating emotion and assigning meaning to life.

Alternating between a personal and academic lens, Nelson intersperses private musings and anecdotes with supplementary texts across history from Goethe to Wittgenstein to Leonard Cohen, and more. These eclectic entries vary in length, ranging from one sentence to entire pages, but it’s often the shortest ones that are the most likely to knock the wind out of you. This is one you’ll want to have on your bookshelf and return to as needed every couple of years.

The Message — Ta-Nehisi Coates

I listened to this audiobook (narrated by the author, always a treat!) in the last week of the month, which now feels eerily prescient in the wake of the election. The Message is a collection of craft essays centered on how Coates’s experiences and identity as a writer shape his approach to personal, ancestral, and collective history. The longest and final chapter, “The Gigantic Dream,” is one that I found incredibly moving and relevant, as it draws connections between the American and Israeli fights for democracy and the shared pathway both countries have taken for the oppressed to become oppressors themselves under an ugly banner of nationalism.

The parallels Coates depicts between Palestine as an apartheid state under Israeli settler occupation and the American South under the Jim Crow laws are stark and striking. Supported by Coates’s first-hand experience traveling to Israel and the West Bank in May of 2023, the inherent racism and inequality that Coates witnessed serves as a reminder of how frighteningly easy it is for a ruling government to dismiss and punish any group perceived as “other” as second-class citizens. Considering the devastating violence that has escalated in the region since October 7th, and the uncertainty now facing immigrants in our own country, Coates’s words are not just a message, but a warning against the unsustainability of these kinds of structural injustices.

Coates’s 2015 book Between the World and Me is one of the most frequently banned books in the United States. In fact, a whole chapter of The Message is devoted to Coates’s experience traveling to South Carolina in support of a teacher who faced community backlash for including it in her curriculum. Considering the incoming administration’s commitment to both supporting Israel’s genocidal military agenda and banning books that don’t align with their extremist conservative values, I don’t think it’s alarmist to predict that The Message may ultimately face a similar fate. For these reasons, it is more important than ever to read and champion books like these.


THE TIPPY TOP:

Book cover image for Intermezzo by Sally Rooney

Intermezzo — Sally Rooney

I’m late to the game and I know the internet discourse has largely moved on from Intermezzo, but I was slow to get into it and frankly, once I was in, I really just wanted to take my time. I am very much a Sally Rooney stan (see last month’s Lit Chat for me at Greenlight Bookstore’s midnight release party), but because I didn’t much care for Beautiful World, Where Are You, I was skeptical about diving into Intermezzo in case the trend of disappointment continued. I’m relieved to report it did not!

Intermezzo gets back to what Sally Rooney does best in this story about two brothers grieving the loss of their father. Peter, the older brother, is in his early thirties and dating Naomi, a woman in her early twenties, despite still being in love with his former long-term girlfriend, Sylvia. Ivan, the younger brother, is a 22-year-old former chess prodigy struggling to regain his momentum after pausing competition during his father’s illness. At a local tournament, he meets and falls for Margaret, a divorcée in her mid-thirties.

I liked that each of these relationships felt, if not entirely new in themselves, then at least novel enough to engage with readers’ preconceptions of morality and propriety in love, attraction, and relationships. Sibling relationships are comparatively less common in contemporary fiction, especially ones with an age gap as big as Peter’s and Ivan’s, and I thought Rooney really pulled off the difficulty of seeing past each other’s childhood memories of the other to view each other as adults and equals, and unpacking the frustrations and resentments that come with ultimately leading very different lives outside of the original shared home.

The pure optimism of Margaret and Ivan’s romance is tempered by the very real pressures of how Margaret’s past and the prejudices of her small-town life hinder their ability to publicly embrace their relationship. For both of them, their romance is an opportunity to embrace being selfish for the first time in a long time, as both had been caretakers to some extent in previous familial and romantic relationships.

In contrast, the selfishness that defines Peter, Naomi, and Sylvia’s relationships provides the foundation for most of the main conflict. Peter is in love with both of them, which makes his condescension towards Ivan and Margaret’s relationship hypocritical and needlessly cruel. Naomi is in love with Peter but also manipulating him for his money, their relationship an ongoing battle for dominance and control. Sylvia wields her physical inability to be sexually intimate as a means of both provoking Peter and keeping him at arm’s distance, refusing to absolve him of his suffering while also refusing to let him go.

None of these characters are clear heroes or villains, but equally flawed people whose decisions you may not agree with, but by nature of being in their heads, you fully understand. Rooney’s trademark stream-of-consciousness style allows the reader to intimately experience the emotional journeys raging inside her characters’ heads, for better or worse (some heads definitely make for more pleasant reading than others). This is what Rooney is so good at, and what I’ve loved about her writing ever since reading Conversations With Friends in my early twenties and recognizing my own motivations and mistakes in Frances, even if her circumstances were wildly different from mine. Intermezzo is the same: the circumstances are specific, but the experiences of love, grief, desire, and shame are universal.


That’s all for now! As it’s already quite late into November, I can report that I’ve definitely been turning more to reading as escapism while also looking for opportunities to refocus and recommit to my writer brain, and I’m excited to tell you about it next month. I’m also already thinking about my end-of-the-year reading bracket, so start placing your bets now!

Until next time, be kind to yourselves, and happy reading.

❤ Catherine


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Taking it Slow — April in Review

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Book covers for Fruiting Bodies by Kathryn Harlan (top tier); Time is a Mother by Ocean Vuong and The Hurting Kind by Ada Limon (second tier); Babel by R.F. Kuang, Hell Bent by Leigh Bardugo, and A Poetry Handbook by Mary Oliver (bottom tier).

Hi friends,

How is it May already! 2023 feels like it simultaneously just started and has also hit like a ton of bricks.

April was a really busy month, and when things get busy, I find myself constantly thinking “I should be doing/reading/thinking something else right now.” I become overly aware of the limited free hours I have in my week and whether or not I’m using them well. This month, I considered not finishing a book I’d started for the first time in a long time. I walked out of a three-hour movie two hours in. I compared my nightstand TBR pile against my overbooked planner and quietly despaired.

I have a lot of high hopes for my equally busy May, but the biggest one is to try and slow down the calm moments I do have when I have them, without thinking about whether I should be somewhere else. I’m not totally sure where I’m going to find these moments, but I’ll be looking, and I’ll have a book ready for when I do.

Speaking of books, let’s get to it! Also, if you’d prefer to read this post in newsletter form, make sure you’re subscribed here:


The Foundation:

Book covers for Babel by R.F. Kuang, Hell Bent by Leigh Bardugo, and A Poetry Handbook by Mary Oliver

Babel: An Arcane History — R.F. Kuang

Starting with a hot take, but this was my most disappointing read of the year so far. It had so many of my favorite things: history, magic, etymology, Oxford University. In theory, I should have adored all 500+ pages of this book, but I found it so boring! The premise of this fantastical alternate history is that silver bars engraved with translated words function as magic batteries that are powering the Industrial Revolution. Only those fluent in the languages can create the magic, so the story follows a cohort of translation students at Oxford, mostly people of color who were removed from their home countries at a young age and groomed for a career in service to the British Empire. As a result, much of the book grapples with their fraught identities and the moral question of forced loyalty to their colonizer. These issues are valid and important, and the perspectives of people of color from colonized countries are definitely underrepresented in historical fiction, but ultimately, I was underwhelmed by this book and did not think it lived up to the hype.

Hell Bent — Leigh Bardugo

I have a theory that if anyone is going to write another epic fantasy series that has a cultural impact on par with Harry Potter/Game of Thrones, it’s going to be Leigh Bardugo. She’s exceptionally talented, has a track record of appealing to both YA and adult audiences, and is now contractually obligated to churn out a bunch more books. This series, though, is not necessarily going to be it. Hell Bent is the sequel to Ninth House, in which Alex Stern, a girl with the power to see ghosts, is brought to Yale to join a magical secret society. During her freshman year, her mentor gets trapped in Hell during a ritual gone wrong, and most of Hell Bent is spent trying to bring him back. While Alex’s Yale felt more richly three-dimensional than Babel’s Oxford, I didn’t love how much of this already long book felt like a dragging wild goose chase. 0 for 2 on dark academia books this month, sadly.

A Poetry Handbook — Mary Oliver

What did we do to deserve Mary Oliver! If you didn’t know, April was National Poetry Month, and a few friends and I challenged each other to write a poem every day in celebration. Those poems will not be seeing the light of day anytime soon, but I had fun and I especially enjoyed learning about poetry through Mary Oliver’s eyes: pulling famous poems apart line by line, sound by sound, and examining their inner workings to see how and why they are so effective. I came away with a deep respect (and more than a little intimidation) for the craft of poetry, and I would highly recommend this handbook to writers of all kinds.


Solid Supports:

Book covers for Time is a Mother by Ocean Vuong and The Hurting Kind by Ada Limon

Time Is a Mother — Ocean Vuong

This was a poetry collection that I read on paper (Kindle) instead of listening to, which is such a different experience. I do still want to return to this collection on audio because I love hearing poets read their own poems, but seeing them on the page gives one a deeper appreciation for form that gets lost when you’re just listening. Vuong plays with form often in his poems, using their shape as a way to balance and explore the shifting shape of his own identity: as a queer man, a war refugee, a partner, a poet, and in the wake of his mother’s death, a son. His grief is the driving force of this collection—one of my favorite poems is merely a list of everything his mother ordered from Amazon in the last year of her life—and it completely colors the way Vuong approaches memory and the present moment, and how love connects the two. If you liked Vuong’s novel On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous, you’ll love this collection (and vice versa).

The Hurting Kind — Ada Limón

This is the most recent collection from national treasure/Poet Laureate, Ada Limón, which I listened to while doing laundry and getting pooped on by a bird. Many of the poems are grounded in a sense of wonder and connection with the natural world, but they also examine her childhood and her family history and offer touching tributes to her late grandparents. The collection is also underscored by the universal feelings of loss and loneliness which have come to characterize so much of the art created during the pandemic. In the titular poem, a sweeping generational rumination on family and the small details of lives past that are remembered by loved ones, Limón writes, “I have always been too sensitive, a weeper / from a long line of weepers. / I am the hurting kind.” This confession is woven throughout the collection; Limón’s pain comes from feeling too much: deeply, openly, and without reservation. May we all be so brave as to wear our hearts on our leaves.


THE TIPPY TOP:

Book cover for Fruiting Bodies by Kathryn Harlan

Fruiting Bodies — Kathryn Harlan

This story collection finally pulled me out of the slump that reading two 500+ pagers back to back with little enthusiasm had put me in. I needed a story collection because I needed worlds that I could dip in and out of with minimal effort and maximum satisfaction, and Fruiting Bodies certainly delivered. The stories defy clear-cut genres, blurring the lines between the expected and the fantastical, where even the ones that feel firmly grounded in reality are tinged with a sense of otherworldliness. In the titular story, a woman cooks with mushrooms clipped from her lover’s body. In another, a woman is subjected to visitations from different versions of her past self. In my favorite, a woman plays a high-stakes card game with the fair folk for research purposes, gambling everything from memories to body parts.

You may have noticed a pattern here, which is that all of the stories center women, most of them queer. The few male characters often feel like an imposition at worst and a nuisance at best, an inconvenience to solve and move on from. In their absence, women of all ages and desires are able to explore their identities and their relationships inside increasingly unstable worlds. The presence of magic—or at least a suspension of disbelief—throughout this collection aligns these stories with a rich tradition of mythology and folklore transposed for the present day, infused with temptation, intrigue, and divine femininity. I have not been able to stop thinking about these stories.


That’s April wrapped! If you’d like to chat some more about any of these books, my inbox/comments/DMs etc. are always open. Here’s hoping for less chaos and more quiet in May (a girl can dream).

Until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine