Be like a seed

Lit Chat Vol. 25 (!) — March in Review

Book cover image for The Queen of the Night by Alexander Chee above book cover images for Lady Jane by Mrs CV Jamison and The Awakening and Selected Stories by Kate Chopin

Hi friends,

We’ve got a mini pyramid for March because I’m back on my long (18+ hours) audiobook kick, and there are only so many hours in a day. I don’t know about you, but I’ve been feeling restless lately. It’s hard for me to sit still on the couch and read, but if I have a book in my ear while I’m walking to yoga or working on my cross-stitch, this feels somehow better on my brain.

For the first time in a very long time, none of the books I read this month were set in the present day. I think this is also a reflection of just how little extra time I wanted to spend in the real world this spring.

At the same time, the piece of writing that made the biggest impression on me from March was this article from beloved poet and novelist Kaveh Akbar in The Nation: What Will You Do?

The title question is in response to the recent arrests of student visa holders Rumeysa Ozturk, Alireza Doroudi, and Mahmoud Khalil. Khalil especially has been on my mind this weekend after an immigration judge in Louisiana ruled he could be deported on the basis that his “otherwise lawful” beliefs, statements, and associations posed a threat to American foreign policy.

Kaveh writes:

“Ozturk, Douroudi, and Khalil were targeted not because they asserted their opposition to the Palestinian genocide—there are white American citizens organizing against Israel’s occupation too. Ozturk, Douroudi, and Khalil were targeted because they were on student visas; they were targeted because they could be targeted.”

This should terrify everybody whose beliefs, statements, and associations are at odds with the current administration. Kaveh, an Iranian-born US citizen, admits to being scared of being targeted in retaliation, and I found myself scared for Kaveh, too.

But isn’t that the point? “The administration’s algorithms of intimidation and terror are working,” he writes, when we are served videos of students being disappeared off the street “between baby photos from casual acquaintances and ads for underwear and linen sheets.”

It feels crazy to live in a world where we just keep witnessing these things and moving on with our days? This isn’t normal. This can’t be normal.

“I am writing this to rebuke the algorithm,” he says, and I guess so am I.

To answer Kaveh’s question, I don’t know what else to do. Not when those scripted emails, petitions, and phone calls to reps don’t seem to be moving the needle against a blatantly evil and self-interested government. I don’t know what to do that would actually make a difference, but it feels like the least we can do is talk about it, share Kaveh’s brave and moving words, and not ignore the moment.

I hope you read Kaveh’s article, and his debut novel Martyr! (which I wrote about last year), and any of his poetry, because he’s an incredible talent and an incandescent human being. We all need a little break from being in the present moment from time to time, and I can think of much worse places to rest than in his words.

Below are the three books where I found rest this month. If you’d like to get subscribe to my Substack and get these posts directly in your email, you can do so below:

Thanks for sticking with me through this lengthy intro. Now, let’s get to the books.


SOLID SUPPORTS:

Book cover images for Lady Jane by Mrs. CV Jamison and The Awakening and Selected Stories by Kate Chopin

Lady Jane — Cecilia Viets Jamison

I picked this book up for $2 at Frenchmen Art & Books in New Orleans because it sounded like exactly the kind of book I would’ve been obsessed with as a kid, and I was right! For some reason, baby me devoured orphan stories like this one, where a beautiful, precocious child is abandoned after tragedy befalls her parents, and ultimately becomes the darling of her new adopted world.

Set in New Orleans in the early 20th century, Lady Jane is a collection of the title child’s adventures in her new home on Good Children Street, charming her neighbors into teaching her how to sing, dance, and sugar pecans despite being unloved by the woman who takes her in after her mother’s death. Little me would have spent hours gazing lovingly at the accompanying woodcut illustrations, and absolutely would have fantasized about having my own blue heron to carry around. Orphans get all the good stuff.

The Awakening and Selected Stories — Kate Chopin

Still nostalgic for New Orleans after Lady Jane, I finally picked up this collection that’s been gathering dust on my shelf since 2022. The former English major in me can’t not read the Introduction first, and it was there that I learned how The Awakening was reviled at the time of its publication (1899), for centering the story of a young woman who chooses to forgo the responsibilities of marriage and motherhood in favor of independence and sexual liberation. How dare she!

Edna Pontellier is twenty-eight, married with two young children, and her biggest crime is waking up one morning on her summer vacation and realizing she wants to live life for herself. Her famous declaration, “I would give my life for my children, but I wouldn’t give myself,” struck her original audience as selfish at best and unhinged at worst, but a modern reader is more sympathetic. That she views her selfhood as more essential than her life was incendiary for her time, but for those of us who now often take this same agency and independence for granted, it’s a haunting reminder that the repression of ~125 years ago isn’t all that far removed.


THE TIPPY TOP:

Book cover image for The Queen of the Night by Alexander Chee

The Queen of the Night — Alexander Chee

This was the aforementioned 18-hour audiobook that I spent close to three weeks listening to, and I treasured it. After being orphaned (again with the orphans!) in America, the protagonist makes her way to Europe in a traveling circus. There, she dons and sheds multiple personas as a hippodrome rider, sex worker, handmaid to the Empress, and unwitting spy before finally becoming Lilliet Berne, a courtesan and renowned opera singer. Few know the truth of Lilliet’s path to fame, but her secret past catches up to her when she is offered an originating role in a new opera, only to find that the libretto is based on her life—and only love.

Chee weaves together each chapter of Lilliet’s life with such delicate extravagance that it feels, well, operatic. I love historical novels that truly immerse you in the time, dwelling with gorgeous prose on everyday details of clothing and food as much as place and character, and Chee spares no expense in this department. The time spent on women’s fashion, in particular, was indulgent in an actually necessary way. If this is starting to pique your interest, I highly recommend checking out Chee’s Substack where he expands on this and the rest of his research process for the novel.

The intrigue of secrets kept and power plays orchestrated carries the reader through the rotating backdrops of cities and circumstances, but the details make the story feel vivid, immediate, and as timelessly fated as the dramas Lilliet enacts both on-stage and off. I loved escaping into Lilliet’s world, and it’s a true testament to Chee’s writing that I would’ve preferred to be starving with her during the literal Siege of Paris than watching whatever fresh hells played out on our daily news.

Also, the audiobook narrator is just really good. Lisa Flanagan’s voice is so rich and lovely that there is never a doubt that she is Lilliet, as capable of bursting into an Italian aria as she is of absconding into the French countryside with a fake name and a stolen coat. I would listen to her read my grocery list.


That’s it for now! I considered just waiting until I had more to write about, but April is already turning out to be a full reading month, and I think I’ll need the extra space then. In the meantime, if you want to chat more about any of these, my inbox/comments/DMs are always open.

Until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine


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The only way to the end is through

April in Review — Lit Chat Vol. 18

Pyramid of book cover images with 1000 WORDS: A WRITER'S GUIDE TO STAYING CREATIVE, FOCUSED, AND PRODUCTIVE ALL YEAR ROUND by Jami Attenberg on top; MARTYR! by Kaveh Akbar and NOTHING TO ENVY: ORDINARY LIVES IN NORTH KOREA by Barbara Demick in the middle; DEATH VALLEY by Melissa Broder, THE BLUE MIMES by Sara Daniele Rivera, and A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES by Sarah J. Maas on the bottom.

Hi friends,

April’s big news has been that I’m taking a temporary social media reprieve, and the brain space that has opened up over the past few weeks has been unbelievably refreshing. I went from taking two weeks to read one novel to finishing five books in ten days. My attention span is lengthening by the minute!

It’s silly because I haven’t really enjoyed posting on social media in years. It feels like a hassle, and I mostly prefer to leave my personal life to the imagination. But I love lurking. It’s the lazy girl’s equivalent of eavesdropping in a busy coffee shop. I love listening to other people’s conversations and personal dramas and feeling like I’m in the world even if I’m just alone in my bed. But guess what scratches that same itch? READING! (Shocking! I know.)

Being more or less offline has been freeing. I feel like a kid again, when the first thing I reached for when bored on summer vacation was a book, or a craft, or my bike. I feel like I have a brain again and I’m so excited to use it.

That said, let me tell you about some books! If you prefer to get this post right to your inbox, you can do so by subscribing to my Substack below:


THE FOUNDATION:

Book cover images for DEATH VALLEY by Melissa Broder, THE BLUE MIMES by Sara Daniele Rivera, and A COURT OF THORNS AND ROSES by Sarah J. Maas

Death Valley — Melissa Broder

Melissa Broder has nailed writing weird little books with female protagonists who are about one mild inconvenience away from a full mental breakdown. In Death Valley, a writer escaping the pressures of tending to her hospitalized father and her chronically ill husband has a bizarre experience in the desert, which leads to her getting lost and coming face-to-face with the realities (surrealities?) of grief and love. Broder strips her protagonist’s needs down to their most primal, placing her basest desires on the same stage as her instinct to survive and proving the two equally necessary and inextricably intertwined. A quick, trippy read! I liked it better than The Pisces, but it didn’t stand out too much otherwise.

The Blue Mimes: Poems — Sara Daniele Rivera

This National Poetry Month was less poetry-heavy than past years, but I had to squeeze at least one collection in! The Blue Mimes won the Academy of American Poets First Book Award for its meditations on grief and longing during the tumultuous years of the Trump presidency and the pandemic, and the personal losses that defined this time for the poet. The poems flow seamlessly between English and Spanish, this dialogue an avenue to explore Rivera’s family legacies in Cuba, Peru, and the U.S. in an effort to preserve the stories and memories that get lost when moving between countries and generations. I really recommend taking a few minutes to read three poems from the collection on Electric Lit here.

A Court of Thorns and Roses — Sarah J. Maas

All of the people who recommended this series to me failed to mention that it is essentially Beauty & the Beast, but with sexy faeries! That would have been a crucial selling point for the former Disney kid in me. A human woman spirited into faerie territory, forced to live in an exquisite mansion with a cursed (but still gorgeous) faerie lord who treats her kindly and comes to love her?? Tale as old as time! Unfortunately for Feyre and Tamlin, the presence of four more books in this series leads me to believe their happily ever after is still a long ways away, but I’m definitely in the mood to see where the rest of this story goes.


SOLID SUPPORTS:

Book cover images for MARTYR! by Kaveh Akbar and NOTHING TO ENVY: ORDINARY LIVES IN NORTH KOREA by Barbara Demick

Martyr! — Kaveh Akbar

In this first novel from poet Kaveh Akbar, struggling writer and recovering addict Cyrus Shams seeks the wisdom of a terminally ill artist who has chosen to spend her final days in residence at the Brooklyn Museum. Having immigrated to America from Iran as a young child after the tragic death of his mother, Cyrus has a fascination with death and martyrs. His latest project, a book of poems about famous martyrs, is an attempt to find meaning in his own life and work, and his conversations with the artist become increasingly personal as he strives to reconcile his desire to die well with the indifferent reality of death.

I had the pleasure of seeing Kaveh Akbar discuss Martyr! at P&T Knitwear back in January, which was an absolute delight. Akbar spoke candidly about how his own journey with sobriety influenced Cyrus’s, and about the myriad influences on his work and creative process in his transition from writing poetry to fiction. Akbar’s sense of genuine awe and gratitude for the world around him are contagious and permeate throughout his work. He signed my book, “May you walk in wonder,” and I just think that’s a beautiful blessing to give to anyone, much less a stranger.

Nothing to Envy: Ordinary Lives in North Korea — Barbara Demick

I want to give a shout out to my Aunt Sally for this recommendation! This book, which follows six former citizens of North Korea who defected to South Korea, was shocking in the ways I expected it to be, and devastating in ways I never thought to imagine. By interviewing defectors from various backgrounds and levels of privilege in South Korea, Demick reveals a country in chaos, rife with widespread poverty, bureaucratic disorganization, and deliberate misinformation during the reign of Kim Jong-Il to 2015, the time of her reporting.

The North Korean regime is often aptly described as Orwellian, in large part due to the nature of its surveillance state and enforced loyalty. However, what struck me the most was the extent of information deprivation throughout the country at all levels of wealth and privilege. Even as they were starving in a famine that killed millions in the 1990s, schoolteachers were still teaching their dying pupils that they should be grateful to be North Koreans, and that everywhere else in the world was inferior. A doctor who escapes across the Chinese border only realizes that this is untrue when she sees that dogs in China have more food to eat than she did back home. It’s easy for us in the West to dismiss North Korea as an anachronistic propaganda machine, but this book was eye-opening in its portrayal of the true horror and suffering its people have experienced for the sake of a few powerful men’s delusions.


THE TIPPY TOP:

1000 Words: A Writer’s Guide to Staying Creative, Focused, and Productive All Year Round — Jami Attenberg

Book cover image for 1000 WORDS: A WRITER'S GUIDE TO STAYING CREATIVE, FOCUSED, AND PRODUCTIVE ALL YEAR ROUND by Jami Attenberg

I’m giving this book the top spot for April, but I’ve been taking my time with it ever since attending not one but two (!) of its Brooklyn launch events back in January. 1000 Words is the book version of author Jami Attenberg’s annual #1000WordsofSummer challenge, in which participating writers are tasked with writing 1000 words a day for two weeks. For each day of the challenge, participants receive a motivational email from either Jami or another writer, offering much-needed encouragement and perspective. This book is a collection of these letters, as well as a number of short craft talks from Jami, organized seasonally to represent the shifting needs and opportunities of one’s ever-evolving creative practice throughout the year.

It’s hard to express in just a few paragraphs how much #1000Words means to me. I’ve participated in the challenge and its mini offshoots with varying levels of success since 2020, and have found such wonderful and frankly life-changing community, along with significant consistency and improvement in my personal writing practice. I’ve spent the past four months with this book on my desk, reading a few pages at a time before getting busy. Now that I’ve come to the end, I can say with confidence that it’s a volume I’ll continue turning to for a very long time.

This book is essential for all writers, but I’d also recommend it to those with any kind of creative practice. Swap out “writing” for painting, singing, dancing, crafting, etc., and its prescriptions for setting achievable goals, recognizing your strengths, and carving our time for your work—among many, many other things—become universal for creatives everywhere. I’m so grateful for the wisdom and encouragement both inside this book and beyond it in the greater #1000Words community, and I can’t recommend both highly enough. If you’re interested in joining us, the next #1000Words challenge starts on June 1st!


That’s all for April! I’ll probably come back to Instagram eventually, but until then, text/email/these comments are the best way to reach me. And I hope you will still reach me, because I am more jazzed than ever to be reading and talking about books.

Until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine


Housekeeping note: all links go to my Bookshop storefront, where each purchase supports independent bookstores (and this newsletter, because I get a small percentage of each sale).