Everything vanishes and nothing returns

March in Review Lit Chat, Vol. 17

Pyramid of book cover images, with Biography of X by Catherine Lacey on top, Natural Beauty by Ling Ling Huang and The Godfather by Mario Puzo in the middle, and The Paper Palace by Miranda Cowley Heller, X-Acto by Kate DiCamillo, and Heartstopper Volume 5 by Alice Osman on the bottom.

Hi friends,

What is there to say about March? It’s always colder, wetter, and longer than I want it to be, as all the fun seems to go out of it after my birthday. Good reading weather, but not good for much else. Not much to report here, so let’s just skip to the books!

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THE FOUNDATION:

Book cover images for The Paper Palace by Miranda Cowley Heller, X-Acto by Kate DiCamillo, and Heartstopper Volume 5 by Alice Osman

The Paper Palace — Miranda Cowley Heller

Two of my least favorite things to read about are infidelity and sexual assault (particularly CSA), and both of these happen in the first 30 pages, so a big fat content warning for this one! I came very close to noping out after that, but I powered through for the sake of book club. The Paper Palace opens with a woman cheating on her husband with her best friend at her family’s summer lake house, and the rest of the book is spent unpacking the woman’s traumatic past to show how she got to this point of no return. The timeline hopping was a bit tough to keep up with, but the ambiguous ending inspired a heated book club debate, which is always fun. I would’ve never chosen this book for myself, but if you’re someone who enjoys twisted narratives and awful characters, this could be for you!

X-Acto — Kate DiCamillo

This is a soft plug for One Story magazine, which mails its monthly stories to subscribers in a cute little paper zine. This isn’t an ad; I’m just a fan who was delighted to find a story from one of my favorite childhood authors in my mailbox this month! Kate DiCamillo’s “X-Acto” is a short story for adults about two children of divorced parents who go to stay with their father and his new girlfriend for the summer. There’s a darkness to this story that I found surprising compared to my childhood memories of reading DiCamillo, but also a familiar sense of defiant resilience. “Terrifying and hopeful” is how DiCamillo describes this story in an interview with the story’s editor, which you can read here, and while you’re at it, you can buy the story for a whopping $2.50. Is there anything more fun than good snail mail in this digital spam age?? I think not.

Heartstopper Vols. 2-5 — Alice Osman

Oh, my heart! I spent a solid week down with a cold this month, and Nick and Charlie were very much there for me in my congested suffering. Beyond the obvious reasons of representation, I think these books are also so important because they’re teaching an audience of young readers what healthy relationships and communication skills look like, for all gender identities and sexual orientations. Volume 4 in particular, which deals with Charlie’s eating disorder, tenderly portrays the difficulty of wanting to be a supportive partner when you’re not equipped to give the person you love the kind of help they need. Oseman does a beautiful job of teaching that sometimes the best and only thing you can do is listen and be there for someone, and make sure the real help is coming from a trusted (adult) source. I wish I had half the courage and compassion of these kids when I was a teenager, and I’m so glad there’s still one more volume in Nick and Charlie’s story to look forward to.


SOLID SUPPORTS:

Book cover images for Natural Beauty by Ling Ling Huang and The Godfather by Mario Puzo

Natural Beauty — Ling Ling Huang

This was a wild satire of the wellness industry turned unexpected thriller, and I was engrossed in every second of it. Our narrator, a child of Chinese immigrants and former piano prodigy, is strapped for cash when she accepts a job at Holistik, a prestigious beauty and wellness company. Holistik offers everything from products to treatments to pills, and the narrator welcomes the changes the job (and the free products) bring to her life and body, until a series of frightening encounters brings the company’s sinister underbelly to light.

This novel was the joint book club pick for my work’s AAPI and Women’s Networks, and the author was kind enough to join us for a virtual Q&A, which was so special! My personal highlights were when she shared how her career as a violinist and the movie Shrek were two main inspirations for this provocative debut. Natural Beauty is currently being adapted into a TV series by Constance Wu, and you’re definitely going to want to read the book first.

The Godfather — Mario Puzo

Let me just say, I was so unprepared for how much brain space this book (and movie) were about to take up in my mind. Until now, my only frame of reference for The Godfather was Joe Fox’s repeated references in You’ve Got Mail, which honestly always seemed like a red flag to me. Now, after reading the book and seeing the movie (in theaters, no less!), dare I say…I get it.

What fascinated me most about this story was not the way it made other pop culture references finally make sense, but the way it explored the various forms and avenues of power, how that power manifested differently in each of the characters, and how easily and often it was manipulated through the seemingly innocuous institutions of family and friendship. Questions of what it means to be powerful, to embody power and feel entitled to wield it, have been stewing in the back of my brain ever since. I feel like these thoughts come less naturally to women, so I’m now on a mission to find (or create??) some kind of female equivalent. In the meantime, I’m gonna need to watch Part II ASAP.


THE TIPPY TOP:

Book cover image for Biography of X by Catherine Lacey

Biography of X — Catherine Lacey

This book was one of my most highly anticipated reads ever since reading (and loving) Pew last October. On the surface, it is the fictional biography of X, a famously enigmatic artist, written by her widow, C.M. Lucca. Lucca’s biography is a thoroughly researched attempt at understanding her elusive spouse, including interviews, archival material, and numerous secondary sources documenting decades of X’s shifting artistic personas. Depending on who Lucca talks to, X is a genius, a mystery, a liar, a visionary, a manipulator, or a hack—and as impossible to forget as she is to pin down.

I was less intrigued by X’s resistance to definition as I was by the construction of this novel, specifically the way Lacey uses media to create an alternate reality that is both aspirational and dystopian. Set in an alternate history in which the U.S. was divided into regional territories after WWII, X escapes the uber-conservative autocratic Southern Territory as a young woman and spends most of her career in the ultra-liberal democratic haven of the North, integrating herself into the New York arts and literary scene of the 70s and 80s.

Lacey incorporates photographs alongside quoted text from real interviews, letters, articles, and books about historical figures and events—the Berlin Wall, David Bowie, Susan Sontag, and Kathy Acker are just a few—and either attributes them directly to X or manipulates them to reflect the divided world that produced her. I am obsessed with the way Lacey takes details from history and simply refilters them through the lens of X to create a perfectly plausible substitute reality. As with X’s many personas, the line between the truth and the version of it that Lacey offers her readers is not only blurred but completely disposable. The truth is the least interesting part of this novel; X is a variable that isn’t meant to be solved, but clearly that hasn’t stopped me from trying.


Did that even make any sense? I don’t know anymore! Writing it gave me a massive headache, that’s how much this book scrambled my brain. Anyway, let me know if you read it (or any of these books, of course!) because clearly, I have a lot of thoughts.

And if you’d rather avoid the headache, there’s always the Heartstopper Netflix adaptation. 😍

Until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine


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Fly me to the moon…

October in Review  Lit Chat, Vol. 13

Pyramid of book cover images, with Sea of Tranquility by Emily St. John Mandel on top, and Nora Goes Off Script by Annabel Monaghan, Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros, and Pew by Catherine Lacey on the bottom.

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Hi friends,

Another short one for you this month. It feels a little strange to be sitting here thinking about the privilege I have of being able to leisurely escape into other worlds via books when there are civilians caught in active war zones, but I’m not a foreign policy expert and that’s not what this newsletter is for. What I will share instead is a recent newsletter from author Alexander Chee, which includes some recommended reading from those whose experiences are far more relevant than mine and whose voices are just as deserving of your attention, plus a link to contact your reps about calling for a ceasefire. If you only pick one to read, let it be this poem from Naomi Shihab Nye. Big thanks to Nikhil for sharing.

Meanwhile in book world, I’ve been settling into fall with some longer reads (not included: the Outlander book I got through 500 pages of before taking a break), and taking the time to really sit with some of the shorter ones that have left their mark this month. I have a bad habit of racing into my next read without giving the last one enough time to marinate in my brain, and I’m trying to be better about that (waiting at least a day). It’s just so hard when there are so many books to be read! My TBR pile is so long. Thank goodness for Daylight Savings ending, honestly, which will make me feel so much less guilty about staying inside and reading as we hunker down into the colder months.

Speaking of, let’s move on to the books.


THE FOUNDATION:

Book cover images for Nora Goes Off Script by Annabel Monaghan, Fourth Wing by Rebecca Yarros, and Pew by Catherine Lacey.

Nora Goes Off Script — Annabel Monaghan

This was my book club book for October, but I sadly couldn’t make it to book club this month so you’re all my book club now. Nora writes cheesy Hallmark movies for a living until a script about her failed marriage unexpectedly sells big in Hollywood. Production promises they’ll only have to shoot on location on Nora’s property for a few days, but Nora’s hundred-year-old house and quiet, comfy life with her two young kids charm the movie’s lead actor, Leo Vance. Leo offers to pay Nora to let him stay an extra week for some rest and relaxation, and cue the romance channel ‘falling in love with a movie star’ montage! But real life can’t possibly follow the same formula as one of Nora’s scripts…or can it? This was a sweet, easy read with a few fun zingers and a heartfelt emphasis on family, belonging, and what it means to feel at home.

Fourth Wing — Rebecca Yarros

If you loved the Eragon books as a kid and thought “Man, you know what would make this better? More sex and death,” then this one’s for you. Violet Sorrengail is the daughter of one of Navarre’s most famous dragon rider generals, and though she’d had no intention of becoming a Rider herself, her mother had other ideas. This is how she ends up enrolled in the deadliest Quadrant of the Basgiath War College, where the names of fallen candidates are read out at roll call every morning. Violet isn’t as physically strong as the others, but she’s smart—smart enough to sense that there’s something the students aren’t being told about the failing protection wards at their borders, and smart enough to keep Xaden Riorson, son of an executed rebellion leader, from making good on his promise to kill her. I’m docking points for excessive horniness (Xaden is unfortunately very hot), but this was exactly the kind of immersive fantasy that I’d been craving since September, and thus it is very likely that I shell out for the sequel when it publishes this week(!).

Pew — Catherine Lacey

This is one of those strange, disorienting books you keep mentally turning over long after you’ve finished. In Pew, the discovery of a young stranger sleeping in a church, whose age, race, and gender remain ambiguous throughout the novel, rocks a small Southern town. Though initially welcoming, the stranger’s inability to speak or provide any clarifying details on their background and identity strains the good intentions of the congregation, especially as their arrival coincides with preparations for the town’s annual Forgiveness Festival. Nicknamed ‘Pew,’ the stranger’s refusal to conform to any of the townspeople’s projections stymies some and intrigues others, and many take Pew’s silence as an opportunity to make their own haunting confessions. What follows is an eerie portrait of a community built on contradictions and an unsettling reflection on American values and morality. Thank you, Monique, for this stellar rec!

THE TIPPY TOP:

Book cover image for Sea of Tranquility by Emily St. John Mandel

Sea of Tranquility — Emily St. John Mandel

Much like Pew, this is a book that I’ve found myself coming back to nearly every day since I’ve finished. It’s a hard one to talk about without spoiling, but Sea of Tranquility follows a set of characters throughout history and the future who have all had the same strange, almost otherworldly experience: a momentary flash of darkness, accompanied by the sounds of a violin and the noise of an airship taking flight. From Vancouver Island in 1912 to the surface of the moon in 2401, the book revolves around the mystery of these recurring moments, and investigator Gaspery-Jacques Roberts’ determination to discover the cause of the anomaly.

I’ve avoided Emily St. John Mandel’s books for years despite having only ever heard high praise, because I thought I didn’t want to read a pandemic novel, or I thought I wouldn’t like sci-fi, etc. etc., but I’m so glad Sea of Tranquility destroyed all my preconceptions. Even the most speculative aspects of the novel felt somehow familiar and accessible, because even on the Far Colonies of the moon, Mandel preserves the humanity of her characters through their ambitions, nostalgias, dreams, and despairs. Best of all, the precision with which every piece of information is perfectly placed for an ultimate reveal has you flipping back whole chapters as you read to see how you could have possibly missed the initial signs. My advice is to read as much of the book in one go as you can—or at least whole chapters at a time. You won’t want to miss a single detail.


That’s all for now! I hope you’re able to squeeze some reading into the extra hour of your day today. If you want to chat more about these books or any others, leave a comment or send me a message!

Until next time, happy reading!
❤ Catherine